Do you ever feel like people just don't unify in this world? Do you ever feel like you are surrounded by grownup bodies that have children inside them? I am so sick of people fighting, gossiping, and not listening. I can't even go onto forums without seeing adults cussing at eachother when there should be healthy debating. I feel like being surrounded by this only sucks me in and I join in behaviors that I hate and that are not me.
This leads to my next question. Do you ever feel confused by the people around you? I mean, so many people that are in my life say they are believers and that they know the "right" way of doing things, but I just don't see the proof to back it. Believe me when I say this, I am not a perfect person and I surely could fool people sometimes into believing maybe I'm not what I say I am. But right now I've been letting people know that I am confused on some things and that I don't know which way is the right way to believe. I certainly do not know if I'm doing the things I should be doing as a believer. I'm so tired of people in general. I do not know who are my true friends and I feel like I have no outlet for my frustration so I suppose I'll bring it here. I am confused and have lots of questions....lots of feelings.